school fucking sucks cause i gotta wake up at 6. eheh. JP pisses me off with the shit about my hat & i don't even know why he talks to me. but w/e screw that, the kid needs some social skills.

french sucks big hairy balls too. some kid calls me "shushu" wtf is a shushu? i'll give him shooshoo..goddamn little..

some dude had a seizure at lunch today. i wish i could have done something to help..i felt so bad..

then theres this other dude who i really kind of love, but i don't know what to do. because we don't talk anymore. he doesn't tell me anything. and he likes someone else. so that kind of sucks. i really miss him.. he said he 'loved' me, but i don't know if that was true. sad thing is, i did love him. i wish i could run to him right now, like he told me to once.. i shouldn't be putting all this shit in some online journal. i gotta forget him..but we should still be friends, except somethings happening right now, and i really don't know what.. he intimidates me so much sometimes & i wonder if it's on purpose. i never know what he's thinking anymore..i feel like he's not the same person i knew.


-that's when i knew, that i could never have you
i knew that before you did..still i'm the one who's stupid.-
-and i don't want you to love me anymore. my best friend, nothing ever hurt so much for me to let you go.
-for all of this, i'm better off without you.-
-on and on we sing this song, the entire day that's oh so long. on and on we sing this song for you.
-I dig my toes into the sand. The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket. I lean against the wind, pretend that i am weightless and in this moment i am happy. I lay my head onto the sand. The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it. I'm counting ufo's. I signal them with my lighter
and in this moment i am happy

my dad doesn't trust me to take japanese. and it really hurts cause he thinks im gonna fail. wish i could kick his ass terminator style.

all this shit makes me sick. lost one of my best friends..millie and nar are like my sisters, yet my grandma found i was still "friends" with them (even though that's none of her goddamn business ) so she threatened to sell the house! WTF?! i would shove her huge self down the stairs too, but then she might sit her ugly ass down and crush me like one of those spiders she hits with her crossword puzzles.

yea well im gonna go to bed and think about life. i miss someone so much it makes me sick. but he doesn't know im alive. so i guess i'll just lforget him. not like he'll notice..

goodnight everyone. (oyasumi nasai~) [ JAPANESE! goddamnit..]

..my hopes are so high that you're kiss might kill me. so wont you kill me, so i die happy? i knew that you meant it..

i'm so tired of missing you it hurts. i'm remembering all the nights. and the fewer days. and the conversations. and the "empty" words. and trying to tell the "empty" words from the true ones. trying to remember how you got this fucked up. and how i watched it happen and lost one of my best friends. i look back at everytime you made me laugh or made me happy, and i suddenly remember how much you break me now. i know what i am to you.. unbelievable what illegal shit will do to you..

you make me hate the rain. you make me hate the sunset.
you make me hate the night. because you're not there. how does that make you feel? [knowing you are the only person who has the power to destroy me..besides myself.]

Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish. And if we go down,
we go down together best friends means, well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

it's something unforgivable...ohoh
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

You never knew, well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans based on these mistakes
Come on, come on, lets go. There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now..

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again

Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
and in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

millie and i want MAAAD FOODAGE!!! PIZZA!

put it right there! ---->

ooo pizza. frenchfries. garlic knots. mmmMm. campbells...dumplings..noooodles. Skittles. taste the rainbow.

screw being nervous, i bet this dude just wants to get the damn apple off his head so he can peel it, put some bunny-putter on it, and eat the mother fucker! =

we want our f- -ing pizza!

idea! we could GO to the pizza place and BUY some pizza! but then my grandma would kill me for spending money when we're poor.. what an evil bitch.

well then millie and nar and i will just have to sit at home on our lazy asses and eat crap. or i could get drunk! nahh..i'll save that for an occasion.

okay then i'm gonna go cook something. +STARVING+ -waves- emjo


and if i hear one more thing about mike in a big purple pimp suit , i'm gonna take all his fake "ICE" and wedge it up your sorry ass!. it's getting really fucking stupid, you guys. and i dont want to hear about cow suits. or logan being an airhead. or christina. i dont care anymore. about that shit, anyway.

You're "You Know How I Do", you're always
tired, sick of his shit, you still love him, you won't take
his crap, and you wanna hate him so bad, but you can't.

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

You're goin' down! FOR DOING DRUGS!
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You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you
like it rough, and of course you like to pop a
cap in any wiggers ass.


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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Tramp Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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you're fuck.


What swear word are you?
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hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them.


What Sign of Affection Are You?

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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You represent... hope.
You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have certain goals, and
know what you're not... even if that's what other people want you to be. You don't lose faith.


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